i feel bad for anybody that hasn’t found a band that’s made their heart beat faster and bring tears to their eyes and make them laugh and feel so many things all at once because it’s literally the best feeling ever and i hope everyone finds that one special band ok

I thought of how I was tearing so badly when I was looking into Kyle’s eyes when he sang Empty, during their 2008 World Tour. Felt like his beautiful voice sucked the soul out of me. And when I saw him just last Dec and TALKED TO HIM, HELD HIM. So unreal! And he’s not even my bias in TC5 (wth).

I wish for the day when I can just be standing so close to BIGBANG. My favourite boys.

(Source: faggotunderthecorktree)

11 April 8587 sourpatkirch Permalink

But you are not the kind of boy, who should be marrying the wrong girl.

I have been thinking and reflecting too little.

I thought after A’s was all about going all crazy, having lots of fun, enjoying some sort of new-found freedom. Nadah. I’m the boring type of girl. I stay home, snuggle in my little blanket while hugging my bears, and catch up on the third season of White Collar. I barely have time for my own personal life ‘cause I’m constantly at the beck and call of my mum and am weighed down by the never-ending chores at home.

I want to, spend a lovely Sunday morning, at Starbucks, sipping a mug of hot chocolate or coffee, while curling up on the couch and reading a book. Perhaps a crime novel. Something mysterious. Or something that involves crazy insane love that simply doesn’t exist in reality.

So many things I want to do. But I’m not carrying them out the way I wanted to.

I wanna brush up on so many things, do so much more, but I’m just that lazy bum.

Guess, it’s a good thing to start work early anyway, to occupy myself and my mind with more useful things. It’d be a better use of my time.

I wanna spend evenings, catching up with friends, or learn something new. Driving, Japanese, dance? I don’t know. Can my body even take all that after 9 hours of work?

On the bright side, I’m going for Kyle Patrick’s gig on 20th December at TAB! Guess who has got VIP tickets!! \O/ It means a meet and greet, autographed poster AND download of his upcoming EP.

-jiggles jiggles-

Trip to KL was pretty okay I guess. Lots of walking and eating so much street food. Awesome nomz! Not so awesome shopping since I didn’t get any clothes/bags/shoes. Mostly accessories… And useless Rilakkuma items ;A;

Say hi to Santa Korilakkuma to my collection! Awwww, so cute >~<!

I’ve got a fun little cute brown Rilakkuma bag which is just his face, a Korilakkuma alarm clock (which is REALLLLLLY LOUD AND NOISY OMG), Korilakkuma luggage tag, Rilakkuma pouch yumyumz. Hahahaha!

Toodles!

15 December 1 Permalink